Saturday, August 21, 2004
happie bdae susie!!! hehez, thou i noe u dun come online.. i shall juz write it here..
been normal for the past few days. many things made me see how things hav changed. i thot maybe things will be the same again. i thot it was possible. i put in effort. i reallie tried. but, guess it was juz me being naive again. things will nv be the same again. no matter how i want it to be, how hard i try. wat i did does not matter at all. cos it had already became a fact. that it will nv be the same again. so i guess there is nothing more for me to do besides giving up. yah, juz like jen said, its over. when its over, nothing can save it. maybe we are fated not to be friends but only classmates there is a difference.
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
alright, over with the unhappy things. yesterday was very fun. went out wif phyllis, sarah n yinzhen. went paragon to eat xiao long bao. seriously think tt crystal jade was nicer. n it was so ex! was so broke after eating. den walked in the rain all the way to the bubble tea shop. saw desmond koh filming. ermz.. hahaa... played wif the stall uncle's daughter! she was so cute! we all juz kept laughing n laughing! so cute! was doing stupid things on the bus the whole way home! sarah n yinzhen were hopeless! but it was damn funny! hehez... had lots of fun. oh.. n susie loved the pressie. was so proud of myself. hehehz...
din go for mock tests today. went for ballet instead! cos next wk hav to miss for the art awareness day. sad! today's ballet was fun. playing all the way. learning the new dance for the recital. thou im not joining, still learn the dance lahz. for fun! it was really fun! hehez.. will miss ballet!
alright, aim of today is to complete
- 2 history essays
- ss source based
- some ss purpose ws
- 4 a maths prelims papers
- 4 physics prelims papers
yah, pray hard tt i hav the determination to complete without falling aslp!
