alright, badmooding now, blogging to cool myself down..

actually everything was alright in the morning. ballet was very fun! kept laughing at the lame moves marian was doing. but was stressed out there, exams are coming!

after that, went to cindy's place to put my ballet stuff. went down to harbourfront, met the ogls, went to sentosa. guess what, we went to palawan beach. from that very moment, i knew that i will not be able to enjoy myself no matter how hard i try to alr.

cos this is 'our' place. where we shared many beautiful memories. when i was there today, i could not concentrate on anything i was doing at all. play volleyball till my whole left wrist swollen and bruised. all i could think about was you. the times when we will sit by the shore watching pple play, times when i lie by your side while you fall aslp. times when you will dunk me into the water but to freak out later in fear that i will catch a cold. times when you will run all the way to the 7-eleven to get a drink for me. times when we will stroll hand in hand down the beach. times when we laughed at the fact that we were at the southest point of the asia continent. times when we built sandcastles together. i hav no idea why but all these memories came flooding back today. its been almost a yr since i last went there. yet the feelings are still as strong as ever, and there is nothing i can do to block them away.

hai~ stupid me. its been like almost 2 yrs alr. stupid. think too much again. cindy says not to think so much. okie, i will try to not remember. its a pity to not be able to enjoy myself today. if this outing was held at a different location, im sure things will turn out differently. *sigh*

sorry friends, dont scold me when you all read this okie. i've moved on, just that sometimes its hard to control the memory function in your brain. hahhaa, i will get over it!!! hehehheez...

but first, let me go treat my hand, it hurts like hell! cant even hug my own leg while sitting down just now. *sigh* time to go...

wife: you fly off le.. miss you! now there is one less person to call when im feeling down. really dont know how im going to survive until your return. sadx..

cindy: thx for keeping me company today. sorry for being so stoned today.. its just not my day today. wrong location..