Monday, May 23, 2005
taking a break from doing my gp module essay. Left one last part to write but i just wanna slack around for a while.family at my place now. playing mahjong, joking around.but all i wanna do is to stone.feel so stressed. stop stressing me will you?wanna act ignorant. but its rather impossible isnt it?dont wanna remember you, but why aint i forgetting?wanna smile, but why aint my muscles working?wanna dance, but my legs aint moving.wanna talk, but my mouth aint opening.wanna cry, but the tears aint coming.what's happening? i dont know.moodswinging i guess.its been 2 years alr.moved on? i think i did.but why am i feeling this way?thot i will feel better once yest was over. i think i was wrong.tml will be a better day i guess.at least i will be too busy concentrating on lessons to think.this is stupid.
4:54 PM
would you like to dance with me?
