its been raining on and off for the whole day. i live on the 30th storey!!! its freezing cold!!! im like hiding under the blankets for the whole afternoon!!!

fri dance was so pathetic!!! we had to dance at the area behind LT5 cause the indian cultural group were using the dance studio!!! its so unfair!!! it was OUR time slot!!! lao shi was so funny!! he was telling us jokes all the way, making us laugh like mad!!!

uncle moved his shop alr. went down the the new place on thurs. pretty far from my place and sch now. *sadx* its not as cosy as the previous place but still as nice cause there are nice pple there!!! auntie tina was very nice!! she treated me to my fav drink once she knew that i only had 4 dollars!!! hehez.. met phyllis, zhi an and candice. candice's encounter outside the building was so funny!! all of us were laughing at her!! my wife is too attractive!!!

ballet this morning was freezing. was drenched in the rain. and the studio was air conditioned!! was practically freezing in there. ms emi was funny as usual, exasperated from teaching us the dance!!! *laughs*

alone at home. mum and dad went out to date. bro out to??? suddenly feel like drinking. i want to feel the burning sensation down my throat. i want to feel the heat in my face. i want to get high! i want to dance. so.. what the hell am i doing at home? okie, that's so random.

fri morning went to penny's place for breakfast. i said something lame that made penny laugh like mad. played with her babies!! fun fun, but i dont like to hold something so delicate. haha.. sorry penny.. watched our daily must watch show.. the morning news!!! *laughs*

u called to ask personally. despite this, i have to disappoint you. im not going. i've decided. what more is there to say? what is there to miss about me? isnt it over a long time ago? why are you still clinging onto something that you had obviously lost a long time ago? nothing that you do in the future is going to change the past. nothing. so give it up. i had given you time. and, its too late now isnt it? since your pride matters so much, then forget about my existence. it will be better this way, both for you and for me.

like i had always said, you took my heart and shredded it to pieces. what more do u expect from me?

i want to go to slp, back to my dreams, where everything is perfect.

i just saw fireworks from my place!! its so pretty!!! but why do pretty things always disappear so fast?