in a state of confusion now. cant decide what is it that i want. in fact, i dont even know what i want. dreams are no longer amusing. dreams are confusing. woke up in a daze. did it really happen? or was it just a dream. what was it trying to say? what are you trying to tell me? i cant figure it out.

went sch in the morning to run. not bad, ran around 2.4km i think. surprisingly was not tired after the run. did not even perspire much. must be due to the weather. was in fact running under the rain. nice nice!!!

not meeting phyllis alr. staying home to rot. suddenly the com does not seem interesting anymore. the vids do not make me laugh anymore. im still thinking abt my dream. just what is it trying to say?

aish. tired from thinking. going off to slp alr. nitez peeps! oh my, i just realise that i had been awake for only 5 hrs. *laughs* im a pig!!!