Finally, exams are over!! ^.^ Bio seems to be the only paper with hope? I'm not going to place too much hope though, I don't want to be disappointed. -_-''

Face is filled with red dots now after being poked, pricked, sqeezed, pushed and pulled for like half an hr? It is supposed to be good for me, but somehow I dont like the pain! >.<

Left eye kept twitching. It's supposed to be a good sign right? So what is the 'good' thing? Okie, this is so random.

Korea is out. I'm so SAD!!! -cries- I DONT WANT!!!!! I wanna watch Lee Chun Soo and Park Ji Sung!!! AH~~!!! Okie, now left with Torres. The love of many people!!! ^.^ I finally get to see how he looks like. -_-'' I know I'm slow.. Sp bought a Brazil shirt for me. Wonders how it looks like... Hmms... =)

Ballet this morning was TOUGH!!! It's been a long time since I last jumped till I could no longer lift my leg off the floor. Thighs felt like they were useless and calves were exhausted of any strength. >.< Somehow, I felt that it's time I should stop eating and actually get down to some serious training. Very disappointed with the results. =( Well, she was strict, not many got distinctions. Even the best student only had merit. Still..

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That I was as weak as this
That I was a person as lacking as this
I didn't know it then,
even when you were looking at me shedding tears
When I was pretending to be strong
and my words that pushed you away
you wouldnt know how much I regret now
how foolish it all was

The empty space you left
you wouldnt know how big it is
even the tears that fall everyday,
all throughout the night,
do not fill it

I'm scared to live on forgetting you,
I don't have the strength to do anything
even breathing like this is so hard
when I imagine me without you
If you know my heart waiting for you,
If you can give me a chance
come back to me any time
I'll always be here in this place

However many days pass
every night without knowing
I start to breakdown and cry
my tears keep wetting the pillow
and even if I force a laugh
there are so many words paved in my heart
but to even speak words
while looking at your eyes
is just too hard

Please come back to your first place,
Told you Once, Say it again,
to your right place
you are probably hurting a lot too,
as much as you try,
as much as we were happy,
it will probably hurt and burn,
yes it probably will
you'll probably have tears fall
looking at our photos
holding our memories,
and I would wipe them away
if I was beside you

Are you alright,
are you hurting as much as me
your face never for a single moment leaves me

Those warm eyes of yours
even to the softest brushes of your hair on my face
to me they're all left behind unchanged
where ever I go I can still see you,
I'm still waiting here for you

Shinhwa - One More Chance [Modified]
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