Mood is going downhill these days. Lots of things going on. Yet, when I wake up every morning and think of the plan for the day. It's a bath, and out to study. No time to sit and stone. Have no time to think things over. Feel that I'm losing touch with my inner self. This is bad. I'm going to stay home one whole week after 'A's to just stare at the walls. I'm serious. =)

Poor Yunho. Get well soon alright? -Smiles- Don't understand how she can hate someone that she doesn't know. Someone that didn't even do anything to her. She hates him till the extent that she tries to poison him. Is this even hate? Why bring yourself to hate someone who doesn't even know of your existence? Isn't hating very tiring? Why tire yourself this way? Well, this is one thing that I'm pretty sure I will never be able to understand.

Time heals all wounds? This phrase doesn't work for me. Time doesn't heal, time just blurs it out. Yet when you come into contact with it again, the pain comes back full force, or sometimes, harder, hurting more. Just like a relapse. Different people react differently to the same incident. Perhaps it didn't mean that much to you, it doesn't mean that it wouldn't affect me too. Don't assume. Or it's simply because, it's no longer a wound. It's a scar. How do you heal a scar? And, it's not only a scar, it's a scar on the heart. The heart of a child, who is no longer a child.

Hard work pays off? I really hope so.